I Made You Myself - Sad Consolation lyrics

This day-to-day It's pa**ing It's blending And everything I love is put away Come back, my faith Did you forget that I could shout? Have you seen what I've become? I am cursing at you now Nothing that you're telling me is making any sense It's a life I can't live (Come confidence, please give me strength) I think I've run out of time Are you here? Are you breathing? Tell me everything that makes you hurt Everything you hate At times I feel like no one believes me I feel so empty I stared for a moment Took count of my breaths I measured myself in worth Such a cheap attempt to feel whole Always wasting my day Feeling weak Lost in sleep I awake to nothing No thoughts or feelings Come back, my faith So tell me, what more will you take from me? Every pa**ion that I own Every thought that I have shown You have put me down Pulled me out of my skin Neglected a cry You will pay for this It's been some time since I've tried To seek help for this aching Every feeling was pushed aside To make sense of me leaving Will it hurt when I die? (Forgive me for this)