I Made You Myself - Ariadne lyrics

I am a wreck of word and function Slowly hiding secrets in your smile To maybe one day be a part of you Attracted I Attracted I, oh I try To chase those eyes I'll dispose of this life of mine Will I die, with this small, bitter nerve? I pursue, I deserve someone to call my own I do not sleep as much as I dream of it I wish to impress but it's never in my hands Speechless I remain But I am always with the aspiration Of holding you; a Queen The towering perfections; It makes it worth persistence Oh you refuse to know That I am worth that heart you hold I unfold I unfold myself for you Is this clearing up at all? My dearest darling, I apologize to you But I hope you know that I am not ashamed These words will remain For it's the only way I know I will turn my back for now and leave you be You have no faith in my decisions But I swear I keep you close to my chest With each pa**ing day you wake up brighter And once again I have nothing I feel the softness in your voice The warmth The radiance The cold; It ends