I Kept Silent - Trigger Finger lyrics

No quality of life at home As a child everything seemed so fairytale But the world you fell into would quickly shape who you are Take control and break the chains! Your family never cared about you They only wanted to hold you under the tide You still showed them grace After they stripped it out They tried to beat you down. You have a light they tried to hide, Who knows why? Who knows? Mother who went insane, took a hammer to the brain Showed her daughter the wrong way The pages are burning! Through struggle we elope the flame Finding ourselves in the light once again And if you hold on I will show you, I will show you what all of this means for you and I Release the resentment that's gripping your mind Shine through the dirt we bury ourselves in constantly You're falling; you've fallen into the well, The water will wash you away I know that you'll never; you'll never escape on your own Therefore know that our nature is putrid We succumb to the slightest temptations There is something outside of us that allows us to stray Left with the weight of your life and haunting memories You stand, convicted for the outcomes you can't control, In front of that table, You pick it up and spin, Barrel to the mouth and a quivering stance You made the one decision you can't take back.