I.F.K. - Guilty lyrics

I'm guilty and I'm f**'d up people hate me when I'm lift up There's no reason to cry 'n shout Wanna k** everyone without any doubt I'm much guilty and I'm not proud Ma heartbeat gonna be too loud Affection 'n love has gone to tha past I k**'d ma body, but it won't be tha last I'm guilty but I wanna be justified Just anotha chance to put it right Ma life is a prison 'n I wanna be realised I feel guilty, ma spirit is miss'd Is there anyone who can help me to be I wanna feel tha pain, but I can't be d.e.a.d I know that u're happy in ya slavery a boo-boo in ya mind is ya mistery Ma target is ya body, I wanna rebuild it Have much strength, but I feel guilt Animals comin through tha night Lookin for tha victim just to fight But they're not guilty? they're natural It's there life, they have no future But I'm not an animal, I'm only a male Can't live in that conflict I always fail Have no thoughts how to lie Don't wanna try I'm guilty, not guilty, what da f** is guilty? We're not public Enemy, it's not oua reality It's not a gangsta rap, not kind of that This is not a social game, not mothaf**in blame I'm not Ice-T, not Flavour Flave Sumthin unreal beatin in ma head it really hurts transfix it with ya gad Ma body's full of guilt from ma ears to ma feet I wanna be k**'d but it's tha most stupid feat Check it out, yo! ah check it out, ah check it out!