I dont know - Shot in the Dark lyrics

[ManChild] Left my comfort zone Struck a match onto a blazing trail Found myself alone Can't win when there's a million ways to fail Wound up on a worthless throne Walk in rain along the rails Locked in pain, my songs just nails In the coffin I'm wantin' To stop and It's shocking But there's no way I chase the train Spend days in mental jail But then I'll fail And when I'm there Again I fail The days are rare I stay on trail On track Bomb flat Want that To go on past But no hope I know, nope I won't go Oh no… So I make my shot in the dark Take my walk in the park Delay the wants of my heart To stay so far off, apart From the pain, that stalks like a shark Beneath the surface I need a purpose It seems so perfect But I feel so worthless My words that Just happen To rhyme when I'm rapping Sometimes I just snap and I haven't Had this Fact in The back of My head and I'm back on The edge but I'll stop when I'm dead... But that could Be faster Then I predict When we think Of these things And feel sick From the kids That don't know That they hurt us But the words just Make us feel worthless And that's what the world does It hurts us Here I am in desperate silence Perpetually dying Undetectably crying Inevitably rhyming Helplessly trying Well, I am just whining Why am I inside combining Iambs Who can I rely on Why am I even trying? But really What are the chances That someone will hear me? That I will gain fans? And Clearly, I'm just daydreaming That maybe things Will go my way, but then They screaming: “Just break even” There's nay reason When everything's gray-seeming At least black will change scenery Shooting at nothing Hitting something Living one thing At a time Rap and rhyme Attacks and primes Stacks of Dimes Gaps in mind Perhaps, then I Collapse, then Time Elapse, and find The facts of life Crapshoot, right? I have to fight Despite The night Firing at shadow Tiring at that, though Lining up rap flows Firing at Shadows [Reprise] So I make my shot in the dark Take my walk in the park Delay the wants of my heart Make my shot in the dark