I can make a mess - Complications lyrics

All I know is it's hard for me Can't tell what's left and right this time-ime And I don't know where directions lead Then move from side to side while blinded It's the life that I lead inside my head That's k**ing me again That kid living life in the moment then Is drowning in regret My heart's been through some complications It's usually alright but I don't see a sign of life My mind's held up on conversation And I don't know if it's right but I bite my tongue and try to be nice The doctors say there's still good in me But I can't wait around inside here And still we search for our meaning We're just not meant to find right now oh It's the life that I lead inside my head That's k**ing me again That kid living life in the moment then Is drowning in regret My heart's been through some complications It's usually alright but I don't see a sign of life My mind's held up on conversation We never should have had I bite my tongue and try to be nice I used to think I say some things with meaning to the world But you will say I lost my voice, my pa**ion, my desire The world has changed up its mind The world has changed up its mind (mind) My heart's been through some complications My heart's been through some complications My heart's been through some complications My heart's been through some complications My mind's held up on conversation I am usually alright So I bite my tongue and try to be nice