You didn't look so tough lyin' in that box With your eyes dead and cold And I can still smell the scotch And your shadow blocks out the son Like i'm five years old And hey big man Did you ever give a damn about me? Your hate does not equate magic anymore I did not understand you see Why'd you wanna hurt me What'd I ever do to you? I taught myself as I grew Hey big man Thank you for my eyes they're blue The only gift you ever gave to me That you could not take away And I will survive you Hallelujah And I will love bigger than you And I will do all the bullsh** you did do I will not be a big man I will not be a big man Like you Hey big man