So burdened with disgust I wage my war against the world - THE WORLD I can seem a losing battle, but it's not And I'm going out on my shield How much more can I give of myself I'm looking deep inside - INSIDE If the answers don't come soon I'm f**ed But I'd rather die then hide There's monsters hunting me I would always stand and fight But this beast I recognize OH GOD, NOT ME There's monsters hunting me Or just trapped deep inside But this beast I recognize OH GOD, NOT ME Myself I do distrust No perfect martyr for the world - THE WORLD If I think I'm getting out alive, I'm not But I'm going out on my shield I know the score, I've been beaten before The answers lie inside - INSIDE I will never know it all, who cares? But I know enough to survive There's monsters hunting me I would always stand and fight But this beast I recognize OH GOD, NOT ME There's monsters hunting me Or just trapped deep inside But this beast I recognize OH GOD, NOT ME