I Am Ghost - Smile Of A Jesus Freak lyrics

Jesus Mother Mary won't approve of this f** and now I hate you She's testing me lays still beside the music Sweet kerosene I'm paralyzed this loaded gun to my head says It's over then she pulls the trigger I've dreamt of this before She licks the tears that run down my face She said I'd be so pretty dead I'm feeling fully cheated as I'm lying in the backseat My eyes and lips are sewn it's love you'll never know The music keeps me breathing as she's smiling in the backseat (So sit around and watch me burn, watch me burn motherf**er) Jesus Mother Mary what should I do? The Booze and pills will heal and love you I'm fast asleep just kissed and k**ed a stranger Sweet Kerosene I'm paralyzed this loaded gun to my head says It's over then she pulls the trigger I've dreamt of this before She licks the tears that run down my face She said I'd be so pretty dead I'm feeling fully cheated as I'm lying in the backseat My eyes and lips are sewn it's love you'll never know The music keeps me breathing as she's smiling in the backseat (And all the king's horses and all the King's men couldn't put her face back together again There's something wrong inside this room so pretentious) So kiss the addict now she's got a gun and a lonely lonely picture she'll k** and laugh out loud yea She said I'd be so pretty dead I'm feeling fully cheated as I'm lying in the backseat My eyes and lips are sewn it's love you'll never know The music keeps me breathing as she's smiling in the backseat She said I'm so pretty dead I'm feeling fully cheated as I'm lying in the backseat So dead I'm so dead I'm feeling fully cheated as she's smiling in the backseat