Hypocrisy - Paradox lyrics

Walkin' into the fire I'm trying to find my soul there Can I ever feel the warmth? I am in need I hope they find me soon The voices I hear are trying to control me Need to clear my mind or never survive Suicide the only solution Blood is too bold for their retribution I have lost all my beliefs But now I chase the truth and it hurts It is so ??? ??? This is the only way Slashing my arms to let the blood free Soon to get away from the pain I have lost all my beliefs to a world of hypocrisy Not afraid to die Just an empty soul in cosmos Once I tried to make a difference But now I'm chasing the truth Only the pain I have earned and deceit runs through you ??? in their eyes ??? take pride in their development Can't walk away from here The voices I hear are trying to k** me Soon to get away from the pain I have lost my belief to a world of hypocrisy Not afraid to die Just an empty soul in cosmos Once I tried to make a difference But now I'm chasing the truth Only the pain I have earned hard deceit runs through you