Hussein Fatal - DOA lyrics

Verse 1: Fatal thirteen when I started, cold hearted and curious to the streets, gotta eat, where every part is serious holding guns for reasons, believing it was the thug in me all about the love, till the the slugs hit me dont wanna die so I open my eyes chokin on air, gaspin hopin Im alive chalk my sneakers, sh** even chalk my hat is this the path to the pearly gates? Im walkin back why it had to be me lord, when they sprayed this b**h I aint ask for this life, I was gave this sh** is it wrong packin my heat, when I aint raised and sh** Im tired, on my tombstone engrave the sh** we all gotta eat, Ill die if u take this from me Im hungry, so I ride trying to make this money if thats a sin, then f** it, Ima die with stripes but touch me lord and keep me in ur eyes tonight Hook repeat 2x: Fatal call my kids, but they dont walk back to me talk 2 my dogs and they dont talk back to me tried 2 hug my mom and she walked right through me damn I think Im dead yall, I might be dead yall Verse 2: Fatal I wake up in the hospital, codeined out iv's in vains like Im cokefiend out Im outside of my body, I see myself but I cant talk to nobody or be myself I feel nothin but tears from my mothers cheek droppin on my arm when she tellin my lil brother Im asleep I try to feel her and touch her, but it just not real will it suprise my pops when they say I just got k**ed shed some light on me lord, let it ease the pain put somethin in my heart, let me breathe again cuz its just the lil tiny kids who need hussein and I aint playin no more, I aint playin the game its time to pull ur pants up, fight the war of life u got a lost soul, then give urs to Christ cuz Ima take mine and do it surly right give me my soul back please, let me enjoy my life Hook repeat 2x: Fatal call my kids, but they dont walk back to me talk 2 my dogs and they dont talk back to me tried 2 hug my mom and she walked right through me damn I think Im dead yall, I might be dead yall Verse 3: Fatal these ba*tards done hit me off, Im in a casket they just did surgery Im watchin how the murderd me my lil brother thing Ima pull through and grandma I knew, u know aint no way I could fool u my daughter aint got no fears now she can see me clear trying to tough me, her mama think she f**in with her tears just when u look back it was a memory I dont watch yall to mourn, jus remeber me Im putting it down hard, legall or illegally n***a got get his chips either way, dont grieve for me ugh, caught up with me, hit me praying to god so the demons wont come and get me fold my arms I dont love this life aint no slippin when u thug 4 life fold my arms I dont love this life aint no slippin when u thug 4 life Hook repeat 2x: Fatal call my kids, but they dont walk back to me talk 2 my dogs and they dont talk back to me tried 2 hug my mom and she walked right through me damn I think Im dead yall, I might be dead yall