Sitting on the ground Looking up into the clouds Where are you? Can you see me? I feel you They say it's all in my mind Hearing the voices of those past and present They're there I feel them Whispering, shouting, crying and playing Laughter from your eyes and smile warm my heart All over again If I could heal my mind You would go away I don't want you to go away It's your spirit that makes me whole Mine is useless without yours When you died You came back to me To help me through my life To heal my pain and ease my mind I saw your eyes Just as you left us all You were no longer here In this world I believe you pa**ed into me Why then don't you speak? I hear you laugh But never any words do you say I miss you still Even after all these years without you My soul hurts I ache to talk to you again The kitchen arch Your bed The TV room I miss seeing your red dot from the cigarette You used to smoke at night Your great giggle Which always made me smile You were the best thing in my life At least after all I can still feel you No matter where I am You'll always be here with me The owl watches over me I hope it always will