Huey Mack - Not A Story lyrics
Its not a story, not a song beat Dont go off like it supposed to be Nobody does it like they once said Its coming for you now youve lost it Its not a story, not a song beat Dont go off like it supposed to be Nobody does it like they once said Its coming for you now youve lost it What am I doing right? Feels like everything is going wrong Im writing songs, tryna make a name in the game Where I clearly dont belong My will is strong my heart is too Got big dreams gotta make them come true But it gets tough when they say they believe in you Even though your rent is due I got some good friends and a great mom Who keep me striving to move on Up all night, writing this f**ing songs And my bank account is all overdrawn And I hate my life Im so depressed Everybody telling me Im next But they dont see this f**ing stress Im a f**ing mess, so my chest I dont f** with d** I only see what they do And Ive lost way too many friends to blues And coke and pills, you know the drill But you cant live life like its Beverly Hills You gotta grow up, and its time for me to do that You dont gotta live with your head in the gla** Just sniffing down Theres more to life, theres more than lights Theres more than blacked out and washed up nights Theres more than cars, theres more than clothes Look why gain the world if you loose your soul? You can't be someone, you can't live your dreams You dont wanna be a kardashian f** what you see on the TV screen Its not a story, not a song beat Dont go off like it supposed to be Nobody does it like they once said Its coming for you now youve lost it Its not a story, not a song beat Dont go off like it supposed to be Nobody does it like they once said Its coming for you now youve lost it What am I doing wrong? I feel nothing here is going right I can't sleep most nights Cause I dont really know what I want out of my life I'm just banking off of a hunch Nobody told me I had a chance Tryna do this sh** on my own, And I be honest to feel I can't Cause I'm failing school while I'm on the road And I might drop out I want to though But why would I go through law school If making music's my f**ing goal But mom says shes proud, and I hope she is Shes about to lose her house, And that aint the life she deserves to live Cause she gave me everything when she had nothin' Shes got nothing but good days coming When I finally get something she'll have it all Cause you dealt with my dead-beat dad who beat her a** Every time he touched alcohol She put up with too much rainfall Restraining orders and all Still made sure I was never involved With a bum like him, or his scum a** friends Who always suffered the same addictions Sometimes it feels like it was all fiction But really its a crazy world we live in I dropped his last name as a kid, see I couldnt affiliate with someone so shady Who aint even know how to care for his baby Or even how to treat his lady