Huey Mack - 3 Months lyrics

[Intro] Things change [Verse 1] I spent the last 3 months of my life feeling sorry about myself But on the real you know you got that life if you got friends and good health Doctors say I got a heart condition, nah f** that I got too much heart When I heard that sh** I swear I saw my whole world fall apart I lost my mind around the time me and my ex split, truth is I was selfish And I hate the way it panned out but I deserved it Gotta lose yourself to find yourself, get better not bitter Sure I get p**y but you know that one good one is worth the whole litter Yeah, not afraid to admit that I've been scared as sh** Will I ever blow up or just fade right into the darkness? Feeling hopeless as f**, praying it's never the latter But you know certainty's never with the profession of a rapper They can love you know, sh** they'll probably hate you tomorrow That's why you'll never find another rapper that's working harder Been in New York for two months and I barely sleep in my bed They say that sleep's the cousin of d**h, so f** it I'mma sleep when I'm dead [Hook] (x2) I said that I (don't stop now) I said I (can't stop now) Said everybody feel a way, but at least y'all feel something At least y'all feel something (At least y'all feel something) [Verse 2] Doctors think my mom just had a stroke, I was on the road Life is precious that sh** ain't no joke But people come, they go, friends they turn to foes Good girls turn to hoes, all because my bank account just got a couple extra O's Yeah, I heard that Hoodie diss wasn't even that pissed Cause you know jealousy and envy just a trait for a b**h I never cared about another rapper, I'm focused on me And all that dissing sh** it really just exploits your insecurity So f** all that respect, grew up on hand-me-down clothes What's the worth of an opinion when you spent your life broke Keep saying how I'm gonna blow, most people saying that I won't sh**, if you hate me that's gravy, I know a lot more who don't My momma told me "don't ever settle, the world could be yours" So I spent the last six months of my life traveling the country on tour The album dropping real soon, and I swear it's nothing but hits I'm bout to come out f**in' swinging like Tyson in '86 [Hook] (x2) [Outro] Can't stop now I can't stop now The [?] Can't stop now I can't stop now The [?]