Hudda Chini - Sad Reality lyrics

[Hook: Epic] I'll never get over this And that's a sad reality Always remember you And that's a sad reality You're irreplaceable And that's a sad reality You're irreplaceable And that's a sad reality Hoe And that's a sad reality Hoe And that's a sad reality Hoe And that's a sad reality [Verse 1: Epic] I care about her so much Her touch was just simply amazing I can never get over her She left and now my heart is aching I lost my one and only I guess I took her for granted She made me so happy With her, I felt enchanted I just can't live without her I mean everything was about her I'd always play some music but my heartbeat was louder Do I even matter to her? Does this even matter to her? Now I feel so shattered but I guess the tables turn After all this time Ain't it obvious I'm into you Irreplaceable I don't think I want anybody new Yes it's true You would always make me swallow my pride So special to me you were always on my mind I can't believe it's over You moved on and that's the motion Express so much emotion I guess I need some closure Now we don't have conversations And my heart is busy breaking We were so happy I swear we made a great combination I'm overfilled with sadness How could I let this happen? I think I'm falling apart I mean this is a disaster Forget about it but it just won't go away The reality is this feeling will never fade [Hook] [Verse 2: Hudda Chini] Engaging in thoughts like pre-marriage Resulting in orders of addicts Just feeding my demons and cults in the attic But somehow I managed To pull sh** together I'm standing On both of my feet when my heart was in panic Somehow my heart suddenly chose just to vanish Into thin air with the light of a candle Like an infant who got lost in a big mansion So I love with no room for some error One day I presume that I will choose to be better Cause love must be hate due to who's in the set up I'm losing my screws but I'm clever Look, I mean I'm psychotic and counting your tears You should stop crying you're all in my ear We've all had our hearts broken by our fears Of rejection neglecting our pride and it's peer Which is perfection Kisses of pain and existing as lessons Learn to be love or teaching the hatred As long as you have all the guts just to face it I'm cool and I'm oozing amazement While your boys is just useless and basic Makes you wonder what the f** you been chasing These f**boys probably saying f** entertainment And go study law and tell Hudda he's brainless Forgive me I'm greedy with trust And f** you if you think it's easy to trust Ratchet hoes fiending for seeds and some lust Projecting a victim, believe in a bust I mean c'mon How the f** you think that I'm wrong? And count all the feelings We aim to sustain with the people who claim we are odd n***a I'm taking your boo for a single night only I make her my boo then we mingle get cosy Roses and petals corrosion her metals No strings attached like a bungee no tether The girl of my dreams, I don't wanna find I prefer chasing for the rest of my time I'm not like the others, take pride in my bullsh** All of my roughness is thoroughly cushioned I am sick with effects I be kissing their necks Then they get dropped, due some respect Settle the difference that's meant to be distant You know I'm gon' shine and you better come glisten The love of my life is a buck and a mic But don't get me wrong love is just comforting beauty I just don't have time to be juggling like cause my money is good then love will come choose me Baby I miss all them things Them touching them rubbing, we did all them things But what had me more was the spiritual things I f** with you babe in a literal sense Please miss me more The way I'd adore The way I'd explore your finesse and decor The way that you'd nag me until I am bored So f** who I'm f**ing, you should know I am yours b**h [Hook]