Hot Milk - Awful Ever After lyrics

I wrote another song about you But God knows I didn't want to And you talk and you talk, doesn't make any sense 'Cause I'm not ready, yeah, I'm not ready You had chance after chance, but still sat on the fence And you've had plenty, yeah, way too many from me I'm done with faking my laughter Living in awful ever after I'm done with faking my laughter Living in awful ever You know I can't stay sober, stay sober Drowning in the memory of you Feelings start to take over, take over Use me to misuse and abuse 'Cause I've got nothing to lose You came to my house tonight Threw rocks at my window 'til first light Because the taste on my lips is a thought that persists Your words are poison and tongue a shotgun Try my best to resist, why can't we co-exist? You're the shadow, I'm the sun Some things you can't outrun Stay sober, stay sober Drowning in the memory of you Feelings start to take over, take over Use me to misuse and abuse 'Cause I've got nothing to lose I'm done with faking my laughter Living in awful ever after I'm done with faking my laughter Living in awful ever after No, I can't stay sober (Stay sober) Stay sober (Stay sober) Stay sober (Stay sober) No, I can't stay sober