Hopsin - Have You Seen Me lyrics

[Intro] Today's Thursday November 7th, 2013 And I'm fed up with doin' all of this business Hopsin Knock Madness sh**, man f** this rap game [Hook] I swear to God I'm feelin' so sick (so sick) It's like I don't know where my home is (home is) A n***a gone, you can see it in my eyes I ain't even got the strength to f**ing cry So tell me if you can find me Where'd I go? Have you seen me? I don't know You see I used to think that my money would bring me happiness and Now I can't believe this is happening. Where did I go? [Verse] A n***a feel gone, lost, ain't got no purpose Spent a year locked in churches Trying to jot the verses But I'm stuck with these rotten curses Every time I rap you can hear the pain burn through Cause I never had a real family to turn to I got sh** on my nerves To give me the urge To yell curse words but I'm really tryin' to learn to keep it all under control But I can't cause I'm stuck in a hole The devil tryna puppet my soul Making me a slave to the game, taking away my joys and then handing me a bucket of gold No! I don't want it no more Take these groupies, I ain't f**ing your who*es Imagine being fed when your stomache don't roar I wake up every morning and in a rugged cold war f** my life, the f** am I doin', man? Hopsin, you're the man, I love all your songs I'm like a really big fan Issues occured and started back in high school when I used to get beat on Now I hide myself with contacts and the fame's a drug I O-D'd on [Hook] [Outro] This is not on my album... I just made it today cause I just needed to vent...and talk Sittin' in this f**ing basement, it's driving me crazy... Sigh...I'm weird now, I can honestly say that I'm f**ing weird, I have changed But I didn't go Hollywood...I don't know what the hell I - I don't know, man