Hopes Die Last - Good Mourning, Honey lyrics

It's a late night show don't worry this time I'll speak easier so you'll be able to understand but first I have to know is this something to say? or just something to write? and all of you I'll try to be way easier: I hate you so please, don't try to understand me I seem deeper than I really am and now I know my words are scary so run as fast as you can whenever we'll be talking again whenever we'll be closer just face the truth there's nothing behind this last time I said I didn't wanna show you what I was thinking last time I said one sight could mean forever and ever you're terrible to me you're terrible to me and what I said last time it was because I did care but what could happen worse than this? I know you all expect from me to say that I'm crying but I'm sorry there's a knife inside your throat inside your throat so please, don't try to understand me I seem deeper than I really am and now I know my words are scary so run as fast as you can for a thousand times you didn't listen and still I've never write my words tomorrow night I might feel different but 'till the dawn I'll laugh no more leave me alone, just let me go cause now I'm sure this is everything I chose yeah, I think it sounds good we can use it for a new song I'm not sure if you understood but if you did just press stop and leave me alone