Hope - Well lyrics

If there was a song for this I'd play Broken Hearted Girl I'd lay in my bed and cry until the sun came up I'd shake sometimes because my body was addicted to the highs My mom noticed my addition too late She started to take the bags away from home when she left for work I struggled with taking pain meds that wasn't mine I'd listen to sad love songs and cry I didn't sleep I didn't eat I didn't do much of anything I'd stay in my room For days and days Sometimes I'd go in my closet and lay on the floor Praying to God for help I went to the ER many times and no help They wanted me to admit I'd hurt myself Then put me in a home for help I don't want to hurt myself although it crossed my mind I'd think about driving underneath big trucks because my car is small enough to fit But what about the driver and perhaps other people I could possibly hurt Their families, my family I couldn't hurt myself for good reasons I know there's more for my life But until then I'll cry my way through the valley until I find the big light That's my refuge