Hoodie Allen - So Close To Happiness lyrics

Check it yo I think I’ll be a father one day soon, I must admit it I’ll be the type of dad to give you hugs and lots of spinach I take vacations but I tell my wife I’m gone on business She probably thinking I screwed around with my new a**istant One day our kids will sit us down and ask us how we met Well I liked her pic on Instagram one day she hit me back Said I was cute and sh** and didn’t love me for my money Apologize, I was a dickhead in my early twenties Back in the day your daddy was a rapper Riding ‘round on tour-busses getting b**hes after Said I needed space, could have sworn I went to NASA Then I met your mom it was happy ever after Yeah, okay those days were super crazy Would have done those shows for free But won’t complain that you would pay me Driving around my old neighborhood in a new Mercedes It won't be too long ‘til they ask me “what you doing lately?” I know you think you need that We don’t wanna believe that We can make it to the top We’re so close to happiness So close to happiness Big house, don’t really need that Real love, I’m tryna keep that Please don’t give up what we got We’re so close to happiness So close to happiness Ayo, where the f** did time go? I used it wisely, that’s why I will never rhyme slow I’m in hotels such much that I feel like the Bible I see so many naked pictures on my iPhone, oh it’s like a slideshow Oh my gosh my mind’s blown It get me deeper than a pizza in Chicago Been on so many planes I can’t explain my timezone A middle seat in Delta sorta feels like my home This is all that I know Make beats, write songs, hope that sh** go viral Only motivation was to blow it up like pyro Now that I’m so close to reaching my goals Every step I take is like a spiral, self destructive, I know That’s just how I feel, I’m sorry if I’m not supposed to keep it real I guess I’m scared if I accomplish all my dreams the only thing left Will be to talk about me and I don’t wanna do that I know you think you need that We don’t wanna believe that We can make it to the top We’re so close to happiness So close to happiness Big house, don’t really need that Real love, I’m tryna keep that Please don’t give up what we got We’re so close to happiness So close to happiness And I just wanna find someone to believe in I’m so close I don’t wanna let you go, why you leaving? I don’t know I tend to f** up all the special things So don’t let it go away I’m telling you that I’m so close to happiness I’m so close to having it, having it And I wanna let you know You can be part of it Cause I’m so close to happiness Yeah baby like, woah-oh-oh Yeah baby like, woah-oh-oh And I want to let you know You can be part of it Cause I’m so close to happiness