I don't want it I'm gonna numb it Oh I'm gonna push myself away from it I can't take it I'll never make it Oh I'd rather break it Watch it fade away That's what's on my mind now Running on a track all the time now Musta got forty winks Feels like I slept for forty days And I'm waking up to feel sane I don't want it I'm gonna numb it I'm gonna push myself away from it I can't take it I'll never make it Oh I'd rather break it Watch it fade away Slow it down Make it louder now Yeah I'm high as a paper plane Flying miles up above my brain Don't laze away like this train I don't want it I'm gonna numb it Oh I'm gonna push myself away from it I can't take it I'll never make it Oh I'd rather break it Watch it fade away Ooh baby I don't know what's best Ooh I don't know what's best If you walk away I won't love you less I don't want it Oh I'm gonna numb it Oh I'm gonna push myself away from it I can't take it Oh I'll never make it I'd rather break it Watch it fade away I don't want it I'm gonna numb it I'm gonna push myself away from it