Honey Cocaine - Just Wanna Escape lyrics

[Intro] [Verse 1] All this pain everyday It's driving me insane People come and go but their problems remain Nothing changes Just the looks of new faces Friends disappear But they easily replaced So much stress Building up in my mind Breaking down on daily basis I'm always crying I ain't lying This sh** is driving me crazy The lies are really starting to phase me And lately I'm trying to change and get by But my heart is always broken I'm living a lie No one understands until they step into my shoes I'm fighting a battle with nothing to lose I'm slowly dying Gonna break apart All the pain building up is gonna shatter my heart I can't go on I'm not gonna make it I used to think I'm small But now I just can't take it Cause everyday troubles cause long-term struggles And love? All it does is make the pain double I'm tired of pretending Cause I realized That right from the start My life was built on lies [Hook] Nobody cares No one was ever there Kicked when I'm down People just stop and stare I can't even breathe I'm talking I won't win to love My hearts always broken Nobody cares No one was ever there Kicked when I'm down People just stop and stare The one thing that I learned to live with is hate But the only thing I want to do is escape [Verse 2] It ain't easy And hard to believe me I'm almost invisible Nobody sees me So I don't see why I bother holding on I always think of giving up There's no point of stashing on Every day I ask the same questions In the end Cause after a long night this sh** starts again I'm trying to adjust to these drastic changes Crying for help Just asking to be saved And in reality we all stand alone We're all just lost without a place called “home” I'm tired of being muted every time I speak I'm tired of having nightmares every time I sleep I just wanna get away to a place Cause every day and every night I wish of better days But it don't matter cause no one gives a sh** So you might as well save your breath And just quit [Hook] Nobody cares No one was ever there Kicked when I'm down People just stop and stare I can't even breathe I'm talking I won't win to love My hearts always broken Nobody cares No one was ever there Kicked when I'm down People just stop and stare The one thing that I learned to live with is hate But all I really want to do is Escape