High School Football Heroes - Rear View Regrets lyrics

Pa**ing time sitting in my room I can watch you fade away But I'm not gonna put myself through hell..... I'm not gonna spend another day Thinking everyone's better than me When I know that they're gonna turn out just like me With a hope and a shattered dream And a last second thought about what they could have been Why do I care so much? Why do I try so hard? Why do I stay up all night waiting for a call FROM YOU!!! You're gone IT'S TRUE!!! I won't believe it till I hear it come straight from you Now I'm stuck thinking what to do Cause I know I'm just as bad as them It's sad to say but true Well I'll get myself nowhere wasting my time On a dying cause that'll just go away with time Until then I can wait it out like I've done until now And I'll try to figure out