I'm tired of being everything that I'm not Yeah that's why I live this life Yeah that's why I'm smoking pot Yeah that's why I'm sipping Henny and I'm f**ing with this bop This set is lonely at the top Those the ones that want you to stop I ain't no victim to the block I don't go spitting for no guap sh** I pave the way for cats to act the same Though I'm a product of the beats and not ZooDeville on the west side of that equinox Just speak my piece and I think a lot There's more in bed then think 'My God, I'm living, thriving, bullsh**ting and I'm writing' No I'm tripping when I'm kicking all these verses to your high, man I'm a diamond in the rough Fill my life up with some love Write my rhymes and sh** a drug I find the irony in trust just because We caught up on that bullsh** I just soak up every moment Every word I spit is potent We need our fix we broken My thoughts jotted down, spoken word, smoking herb Haters the most concerned in everything I gotta earn (Roll it up and let it burn Sit back and let the tables turn Yeah, just let it burn out f** you, f** what you heard about The word is out, world spinning, clock ticking Picking out the best of times I'm living Pitching to an empty court Trying to figure out why they left me for Now I'm back better than ever before) Now don't you hate me cos I'm different I'm just spitting, hardly living, yet I'm happy now they giving though Found my level, you just sit below Y'all shallow, always pick a face and never pick a soul Pick apart the fragments of my life I never wanna deal with And write a song real quick Share it with somebody I can feel with Why the world got me twisted? Before rap, I never existed I probably hid my face on some b**h sh** The list get longer when ponder bout my struggles Don't nobody understand me, nor does anybody want to Need a place that I belong to, somebody to sing me songs to Yeah sure I'm on, but this the sh** I be onto The list get longer when ponder bout my struggles Don't nobody understand me, nor does anybody want to Need a place that I belong to, somebody to sing me songs to Yeah sure I'm on, but this the sh** I be onto (And I be on two, and I be on one)