Hi-Tone - Fear lyrics

[Verse 1: Hi-Tone] I swear the last 6 weeks been a dream Bad dreams boy very bad dreams Chest pains feeling like a can't breathe Started picking up the bible get these devils off me Started contemplating life what I really wanna be Feels like the whole world wants something from me (oouu) I man 3 full time jobs If I don't do it Ima lose it oh help me God 5 years 9 tapes don't doubt me now Lotta pain lotta tears but I'm still gon smile Still gon climb still gon run my miles stack my piles And everybody go through trials (yeah) Still here 2 months no beers First verse I ever wrote sober damn this weird I sat back really an*lyzed all my fears Tattoos on my fingers wiped all my tears I ain't afraid to say it (no no) I ain't afraid to say it (yeah yeah) I ain't afraid to say it (no no) I ain't afraid to say it (yeah yeah) [Verse 2: Hi-Tone] You say I changed homie Yeah I changed When it rains homie It really rains Woke up thought I'd never be the same Why me why me I'm the only one to blame No outside no long drives All stressed out own brain telling me lies All black rooms all I see is white lines Get home 6am and tatt at 9 No wonder why I broke down like hooptie I never hit the brakes park the car watch a movie Kick the vans off the feet lay back sip a smoothie Cause even when I'm chill bro the thoughts still moving Like who broke my gla** and took my clothes I put money on it homie someone I know Some lowlife hater trying to stunt my growth I can't believe old friends go down that road [Hook 1: Hi-Tone] Another day another dollar Another day another problem Stressing is gon be the d**h of me yeah I need my real ones to pray for me now (x2)