Hi-Rez - I Know lyrics

[Hook] Man I know that I could make it, well I think Cause I see success before my very eyes, but then I blink But I think that I know just one day that some way I'mma make it Sometimes I just don't think that I could take it, they sayin' That that don't k** you make you stronger Patience is a virtue and all that sh** But I don't know if I could wait much longer It'd probably be easier if I just quit And I know [Verse 1] That I been feelin' like a lost soul No school, no teachers, no O's, no reefer Sometimes I think that I should let it all go I drop my tape in October, swear I never fall though But look, na, cause I got fam and fans and plans and sh** I'm 'bout to hit the road hella nervous, should I cancel it? I got no plans to roll before my shows, but can I handle it? I always told myself that I would never be the man to quit But f** it, this track is bumpin' and it's got me buggin' That school is finished but this music always taught me somethin' And I didn't do it all for nothin' This f**in' shrink is talkin' to me like she's God or somethin' And don't tell me like I'm Slim Shady, y'all don't know where I been lately I'm Hi-Rez, got your b**h talkin' 'bout, "Get me hi, Rez, that's my Rez" Y'all swear you know me like you raised me Y'all talkin' sh**, but can't phase me I was immature, but that sh** happened Maybe I would stop if I quit rappin' And give up, but I ain't no prostitute You couldn't pay me to get f**ed [Hook] [Verse 2] That I'mma make it, well I think I might At least that's what my family says, I'm hopin' that they right At least that's what my homies say, I'm hopin' that they mean it Got everybody talkin' 'bout my future like they seen it I put in years and years that I can't get back in time But I still do it all again if I went back in time I would go back and rhyme every verse the same way But I just hope in five years that I feel the same way Bring your sleeping bags cause this sh** is so intense Now rappers sayin' take a hike, but the game's a damsel in distress And I think I might just save her and make the whole world notice But what if I spent my whole life tryin' to save the wrong Lois Instead of Lane I get Griffin and realize that I don't need her But my fam said I'm the guy, so motherf** Peter Who else is badder, go tell these kids that poppin' pills ain't cool I'm on them, not cause I want them, but cause a doctor tell me to Supporters keep me alive, I can't thank you all enough Y'all the only reason I ain't put this down and gave this up So I thank you [Hook] [Break] sh**'s been crazy as f** lately, know what I'm sayin'? I never thought music would get to the point where It actually f**in' confused me, know what I'm sayin'? I always, I always, it started, it started as a hobby, everything was cool Everything was gravy, but you know what I'm sayin' I got to the point where I'm second-guessing myself Everything, know what I'm sayin', I f**in', recently quit smokin' And smokin' weed to me was an escape from reality You know, people ask me, "Why you wanna escape reality, man?" f**in', my life ain't sh**, know what I'm sayin'? You guys think it's a lot better than it is Y'all envy mine, in reality, I f**in' envy your life, you feel me? Doctors got me on all kinds of sh** f**in', mad pills, ADHD, doesn't matter, but f**in' Got me on pills for depression People, "Why you, why you depressed man?" Dawg I be havin' the darkest thoughts in my head that I just wish would get out Know what I'm sayin'? It's f**in' scary, I don't know where this sh** leads I ain't gonna f**in' retire at 22 and play golf Na, but for real, even through all that sh**, I keep pushin' Yeah