Hi-Rez - Dark Thoughts lyrics

Hook : Hi-Rez] Man i pray so long That i get up out the zone And i make it to the top all on my own But why's it feels so wrong Man i been feeling all alone And everything around me been moving slow I be waking with sweats And having visions of d**h I used to never have worries But now i'm having regrets I ain't never ever sleeping I'm never getting no rest I work myself half to d**h And y'all remain not impressed What the heck, hey [Verse 1 : Hi-Rez] Poppin' xanax for the stress I got a lot on my chest Sometimes i think about d**h And realize i'm really blessed So i guess i can't complain Anxiety on my brain Until you walk in my shoes Don't tell me you feel my pain Don't tell me you could relate 'Cause trust me, nobody can The people who used to hate Is now claiming they was my man Success is a part of the plan And you just ain't in the picture Spill my thoughts while sipping liquor Call my exes like i miss 'em Reminiscing of the past When all was good with no problems Before the bills even mattered Now talking Hilary Bodham All the bad times and memories Praying that i'll forget 'em If the haters hate then let 'em Don't worry never regret The things you, done in your lifetime Critics must be quite blind And to be honest with you i just ain't been in my right mind Money be tight i'm, struggling for Deniro But i don't care 'cause i know one day they'll treat me like a pharaoh Motherf**er [Hook : Hi-Rez] Man i pray so long That i get up out the zone And i make it to the top all on my own But why's it feels so wrong Man i been feeling all alone And everything around me been moving slow I be waking with sweats And having visions of d**h I used to never have worries But now i'm having regrets I ain't never ever sleeping I'm never getting no rest I work myself half to d**h And y'all remain not impressed What the heck, hey [Verse 2 : Hi-Rez] Parents be missing me Repetition going through life changes Wishing for better days They telling me to be patient Can't turn to maryjane All my problems : gotta face 'em Wish i could just erase 'em Feel like my time ain't wasted I'm, hella close to greatness I felt like i could taste it Questioning my confidence I don't think i'mma make it Depression taking over 'Not sure how much i could take of it 18 feeling like i'm 50 it's so crazy Gotta keep my head up Pops told me never let up I been on my a** bumming around It's time to get up Success ain't gonna hit me I gotta go out and find it They say that life could be grinding But i'll never stop the grinding, 'til i die Like the Mayans predicted that sh** would happen And they crying at my funerals All the people who laughed At the dream finally realized That they staring at a real guy Success is earned slowly And i'll never have to steal mine [Hook : Hi-Rez] Man i pray so long That i get up out the zone And i make it to the top all on my own But why's it feels so wrong Man i been feeling all alone And everything around me been moving slow I be waking with sweats And having visions of d**h I used to never have worries But now i'm having regrets I ain't never ever sleeping I'm never getting no rest I work myself half to d**h And y'all remain not impressed