Hezza-T - Guilty lyrics

Guilty My life's feeling like Armageddon Once I let the drama set it And I can't imagine Me getting f**ing redemption I've been awake for 5 days straight I can't seem to sleep, Permanent sleep is my fate This guilt goes from my stomach to my waist Burning my insides like I've drank a pint of mace Flash back to the night My heart and my head fight Head trying to make it alright My heart feeling like its embedded on a spike Plus the police have found her body And probably know I've been naughty But prison couldn't be worse Than this guilt that is haunting me Chorus Cause You know I'm drowning don't you Guilt swallows me like an ocean Cause You know I'm drowning don't you Guilt swallows me like an ocean Verse 2 Motherf**er now I'm falling to the bottom Bottle after bottle And every one that follows Drowning in my sorrow Guilt left my body hollow I'm scared of tomorrow Guilt bury me in a another grave that's shallow It keeps drowning me I can no longer breath Washing over me Like an ocean or a sea Like I'm drowning in the tub More water pouring from above And the good air in my lungs Isn't going to be enough Chorus Cause You know I'm drowning don't you Guilt swallows me like an ocean Cause You know I'm drowning don't you Guilt swallows me like an ocean Verse 3 And the police now know my where abouts Won't be long before they come around And somebody heard every scream and shout Think d**h is going to be my only way out See know I'm all f**ed up My life is all f**ed up Ive run out of all luck In this pool of guilt I'm still stuck And it will never let me leave Inside me like a disease Now I'm on my knees Praying to god please God please take me I no longer want to live I don't want to have kids I don't want to go to priz And come somebody's b**h Or get shank with a shiv I'm basically a kid It was wrong what I did But how can I possibly live like this I just want to live guilt free Even if that leave me empty Drugs and alcohol now temp me Down drowning is where they send me Bridge Cause You know I'm drowning don't you Guilt swallows me like an ocean Verse 4 It's evident the evidence Is no embellishment In TV they are telling it No pro in protesting it They just waiting for a warrant It's becoming apparent They'll come to my apartment So now I'm in a panic So do i hold my hands up and go the easy way Go with them and get locked away Try reduce my sentence and reduce my stay In the residence of her majesty Could run away be free for another day I'll end up in prison anyway Couldn't live with this guilt for another day So maybe I should run away some other way You know I'm drowning don't you Guilt swallows me like an ocean What you done? What you done?