Hezza-T - Fall lyrics

I've lost all strength To get out of bed These thought in my head Make me wish i was dead I'm still dreaming of red Its my blood i want to shed Taking my life cause I'm fed Up with this path which I tread After all thats said I won't go out of my room To consumed by doom Dark thoughts always loom With happy thoughts of my tomb These dark thoughts come easily Deep thoughts keep Teasing me _ How can I live happily When Constantly I'll forever be Trapped in my pain Everyday the same Everyday Im lame Cause I Can't walk again Even down the lane Lost joy, its a shame Its mark on my brain Just like its a stain So scared i tread lightly No fight left in me Then the night takes me Whenever I think deeply But thinking with no logic Caught up in politics How can I, deal with this When nothing i think is positive So then my head drops These feelings just won't stop A skycraper i stand on top Just thinking what I've not got I am sick but i have no cough Cause everything I think of Is enough to make me jump off And fall Get those thoughts out of your head No good to the world if your dead Be strong like a thoroughbred The people who love you are widespread Some words are better left unsaid If these feelings start to embed There just being misread instead Thats the reason your misled You can't seriously wish you were dead God these though leave me with dread This isnt a bad life you've led Just wait until these feeling shread I mean… 20 years old, story untold Fill the hole and let it unfold Behold the gold from words your told Can't let your soul roam uncontrolled Got inner strength man your not weak Not rich yet but far from the street The futures may seem to be bleak Maybe it will change by next week So its time to make a new start To be the best you have the heart Grab a brush and make your mark With the talent you possess in art Don't give life the middle finger Just cause you feel like an inbetweener Your on a different level no one can reach ya Yea your the sh** like a cleaveland steamer Keep climbing to the top and don't you ever stop A failure is something that you're not You won't flop, drop or be a prop Just hop dot to dot till you hit top spot Even if you've had enough And sleeping rough has made life tough No bluff, its f**ed up like watching snuff And your sick of s*ut backing up with there bu*ts Grind to hard to have time for grinding These are mature feelings you're finding Thats why your feel like your childminding So its time to rhyme real feelings unwinding f** the drug addicts f**ing up your sleep patterns Dark rings under yours eyes like you've been battered Then that time last summer it actually happened Emasculating be that easily flatterend These first world problems you've already told them So rap for the loners who need someone to hold them Don't rap about money, these songs we've never sold them Just spit some hot sh** to other rappers and scold them So stop that depressed sh**, press d and hold shift Time to delete it because its so f**ing sh** And now with every lyric you spit Is a step to the top even if sometimes you slip No elegance like elephants But evidence your relevance To get into your element If you need some embellishment But people don't listen to the things you tell them Just scream it at them till they get f**ing tinnitus