I can't always nail it down like I'd like to say I can And I don't always have it here like I'd like to think I do And it's been very long, my dear since I've held it close to me I have wanted for so long to be among the scattered few CHORUS: And the night is mostly deeper than I want for it to be The rain is often harder in the dark I'm often closer to the answer than I think I am Cause I'm usually just about to fall apart I've given up on feelings now You know they tear me up too much But even now I'm feeling out these thoughts out on this page My God, you are the only thing I know is farther down a suffering companion Even to the end of the age BRIDGE: And I cry, No. No. I don't want this desert anymore I said, No. No. I want a Rock of water, Fountain Evermore Peace I leave with you My peace I give to you Not as this world gives do I give to you Let not your heart be troubled but believe Let not your heart be fearful but believe