Hemming - Hard On Myself lyrics

I feel so weak but you call me strong I could only see everything that was wrong Because I don't understand where I am right now I'm full of empty cans I just can't throw out And I've been living life like a pendulum Swinging side to side, never moving on Cause I've been stuck inside this place so long I forget my life and where I came from But I know you said let go I've been So hard on myself for so long Yeah I know you said let go I've been Too hard on myself for too long Break or bend I could make this work Hope they comprehend show them what I'm worth Or I could live a lie and stay their little girl I'm barely getting by between two separate worlds And I know you said let go I've been So hard on myself for so long Yeah I know you said let go I've been Too hard on myself for too long I can't regret who I've been I can't expect to always win I can't regret who I've been I used to be so hard on myself for so long