Alone Sittin in the dark for so many years stories told clear But I can still hardly hear Cause Im trapped to my senses back to my sentence This pa**ions relentless sometimes I wanna end this What good is life yo this sh** ain't looking right Im only blind cause the shine took my sight Took flight anyway and let the day be my wings Aborted babies in a world gone crazy I ain't seine things This is really happenin and im laughin at it All this bulsh** i been thru remind me why im savage Its a constant battle trying to be myself I think i need the eLs Smoking trees it don't seem to help But i burn till im picturing peace paradise lives on the beach In my futuristic dreams They gotta be fantasies but the vision is crisp Spinning the disc what good is liven like this? Standing in the rain for brief moments dreams focused Reality is different from what i see approach wit Demon eyes starin at my empty pockets Looking for bill folds old soul energy watches I ain't the one to f** wit why bother jail riot starter Cipher sparker Broken language spitter no gift for christmas giver loosing scratch off picker Not a winner Cold dinner eaten rice for months straight bum waste Strain at the sky screaming why and one day Lonely road walkin orphan foster family lost in A world of fakes talkin faded to the coffin Related to distortion plain rap don't intrigue me Truth seeker proof speaker still they don't believe me Unruly hooligan truly hallucinogen Movin in unison alluding to illusions again