Heavy Weight Champ - Grey (Edit) lyrics

Got these thoughts in my head, that maybe your leaving The maze is avoiding what'll push you away But the realization is the maybe your waiting In a holding pattern. Am I in your way? I close my eyes and count to ten Good, your still here, do it again I close my eyes, and count to ten Don't you reason, you will find they say in this New ground, new stage Don't you worry, I'm not here to blame you New ground, new stage For two years I've been here, cold and shaking No one could tempt me while hidden away But now I've awoken by the lone standing reason That while the pain's not forgotten, you push it so far away I hole my breathe and count to ten Good, your still here, do it again I hold my breath and count to ten I can't believe that at the end of the day That is all you can say Well it's not you its me, but this just has to be The conclusion to this story I can't believe that at the end of today I am still lost in Grey I keep holding on