Heavenly Beat - Honest lyrics

longing left to much to the mind leaving out what's right so I took it on the side and couldn't reign in this desire need to feel the weight now I'm nothing all the time how bad does it seem? you don't have to be honest the thought that maybe once was nice but twice would be divine is what started my decline and I just wanted to reconcile the past that got me off with the present I'm just dying in how bad does it seem? you don't have to be honest