Heather Nova - Water From Wine lyrics

I've lost my headlights Dark lets me see too much And i'm just groping for anything to touch Am I a seabird I have the strangest cry Am i just drifting Am i too far inside Everything's changing Everything's changing my mind I'm going backwards Backwards to water from wine I can hear thunder But I am made of stone I'm reaching out I'm reaching out but I'm still alone I look for my body but it just disappears Nodody knows me Everything feels like years Everything's changing Everything's changing my mind I'm going backwards Backwards to water from wine I look for joy It's in the cracks sometimes I can hear music but it's been locked inside Everything's changing Everything's changing my mind I'm going backwards Backwards to water from wine Everything's changing Everything's changing my mind I'm going backwards Backwards to water from wine Every night owns me, nothing is holy Every night owns me, nothing is holy