Heartsounds - Elements lyrics

I'll try again but lose in the end. I just can't seem to connect. 'Cause alienation clouds my perception and ruins every new attempt. It's hard to see clearly when you're crippled with regret Or staring blankly through a lens of bitter self-contempt. I just want to be kept safe from the elements outside Or to be part of a someone else's life, further away from mine. And when December comes I'll need the warmth of ultraviolet light. And though I know the clouds don't listen well, I hope they can hear me now. I'll keep sending messages into the abyss, Hoping for some kind of response but nothing will come of it. How does one feel a sense of hope when the storm is yet to come, Or believe the earth will bring them life when they're always losing someone? I just want to be kept safe from the elements outside Or to be part of a someone else's life, further away from mine. And when December comes I'll need the warmth of ultraviolet light. And though I know the clouds don't listen well, I hope they can hear me now. These nights are getting longer as my body grows colder, And I want shelter from the world Despite failure to get closer to the comfort of another. I need it now more than ever, more than ever Bring me home to a world of your own. Bring me home.