Hearthsides - Farewell Letter lyrics

I ask myself if I could make you happy Now I wouldn't know what to say I'm watching my collection of memories, memories that I can not see clearly I'm alone, halfway home and I feel the presence of problems that remind me I'm hopeless That moment, awaited, vanishes in front of me, I remain alone Whole days dreaming of happiness, with your smile Will I see her again? Will I have that feeling in my body again? I can't seem to be happy, this distance is not going away Trapped in a loop of solitude I feel alone in this room, it's dark and I can not see you I know the distance keeps us away I remember I used to be happy I remember we used to walk along the river They are only memories, memories that one day will not hurt Will leave a hole in you, a hole that may be filled again with what we call love For this, we must feel the pain that happy past days cause us Only then we can smile again Only then we can be who we are Only then we can love again Remember me, remember me as the warmth of home Remember me as a safe place to take cover Open your eyes, take my hands Where are you now? I loved you All I want to do is come back to you You left me alone but there's nothing I can do I want you to know what I'm going through 'Cause even now I remember you