Haxem Stratos - The first time lyrics

The first time i held you I was so nervous that i barely touched you The first time we kissed i thought I might collapse out and die the happiest guy on earth. The first time you said I love you I almost cried because I had finally knew That you felt the same way about me The first time we made love, Well there's no words to describe what that felt like One moment stands out to me More than all the others The first time you cried on my shoulder. As sad as it was, it was important That day when you looked up at me With tears in your eyes i couldn't bare it I still can't In that moment I decided I would do anything to protect you To make you happy So that you wouldn't have to cry again I would at least do my best to be there To wipe your tears away when they're unavoidable I looked at you and realised that I would anything for this smart and beautiful Yes, silly girl because you deserved to happy More than anyone i knew I sometimes say that you could find someone better In some ways i guess you could Unfortunately, as hard as you and i try We're still going through a tough time I miss you so much that it hurts not being with you I'm sad that now when you cry There's nothing i can do to help you In a way i feel like I've failed you I'll keep trying my best to make this work To make you smile like i know you will to No two people on earth Want to be together as badly as we do We will definetly find a way to be together Even if we can't see the path we should take right now I love you Jessica I will stand by you through everything One day i'l be able to call you Mrs. Herrera for real You're my world My purpose You're everything to me