Hashu - Time lyrics

[Voicemail #1] I decided that when you leave for Ecuador that I'm probably gonna die Considering it's been one day since I've seen you and I miss you like crazy And this happens a lot so, yeah and I'm really sad you didn't come to school today I would've left at lunch... but... whateva Uhm, I don't know why I called you, I just decided to And you didn't answer so I leave a message Uhm, yeah, anyway, we should talk about Ecuador and stuff Okay, bye [Pre-Hook: Steve] Yeah I hope that you don't miss me like I miss you I hope you're happy (x4) [Hook: Steve] I just hope he makes you happier than i did (x3) Than I did (x2) [Verse 1: Hashu] It's been a minute since we kicked it and I miss it I bottle my emotions when they come out I dismiss it But I just can't forget it And that's why I'm so distant I've got a lot to say I was hoping you would listen, uh Cause time flies when you miss somebody And you wanna reconnect but they go get somebody And you're, you're mad as hell you wanna hit somebody Cause you're just somebody if you miss somebody I couldn't admit it That I just wanna live it Cause your love is an addiction and I, don't wanna quit it no I don't wanna leave it, I'm never giving up on you I thought I would call you just to ask you what was up with you My friends they went and warned me but I know that they were wrong about you At the time I listened now my days they feel so long without you And I'm really sorry that I never wrote a song about you But you're simply wrong if you would thought I'm moving on without you Right? [Voicemail #2] Okay, so I decided I would call and say what I need to say And, it's just that like… I can't be ok with how this relationship that's going on right now and with how things are [Pre-Hook] [Hook] [Verse 2: Hashu] She said I won't forget all the times that you were lying All the nights that I would cry cause my mind you would crawl inside in Your side I would still abide it My loyalty was everything I never left it for a second but you'd never let me in While you're afraid to lose me I'm afraid I never had you Fighting over everything Apologies are past due (I get it) You got it? No Josh, you forgot it cause you never fixed the problems in the time that was allotted Cause you're... you're too proud to ever apologize you're so good at playing dumb you're clever with all your lies Cause I knew you didn't change though you said it was otherwise I should've listened to my friends and then left for another guy Listen I appreciate you admitting that you're wrong And you're welcome to use me as topic for more songs But what you don't understand is that you took too long I don't see why you don't get that I'm trying to move on (move on… move one) [Voicemail #3] So, I guess I'll just ignore you And act like I don't know you Goodbye [Hook: Steve] [Interlude: Steve] And all these memories we've made, I hope you Forget them all and move on And all this time we've spent away, I'm afraid That I can't find a way to make you stay [Voicemail #4] Josh… I love you! [Freestyle] I got a lot to say but this is useless when we're apart cause It doesn't matter cause a new kid has your heart And, I'm a piece of sh**, and you knew that from the start And, you're a ray of light, and I would use it in the dark And I hope that you don't miss me I hope you backspace all them memories Everything except for the last thing that you said to me Arguing and yelling and saying sh** we both don't mean You swore to me, you hated me, we split and now we're lonely I wish you hated me, to be honest Cause then you would've seen to you, I'm so toxic And I won't lie, I miss you dearly, I wish you'd see me, I wish you'd hear me But now you're happy, I see you clearly And you're… without me, although it breaks my heart Just to see you smile everyday I rather stay apart And, even if it isn't me to make you smile anymore I'm glad you do cause you bring light into this world Then I wish that I could go back I know that I had f**ed it up ; the words I say Now it won't matter cause this is just something dumb I probably would fade away, and you'll forget about it