Hanstead - Un4given lyrics

[Verse 1: Hanstead] I'm looking at my life again and watching it progressing// Use this music as councillors cause its so effective// I've been knocked, but got back up I think life's got the message// That I won't go anyway, I'm pa**ing all the testing// But where I am now, I've still got lots of stresses// I've still got negativity, these thoughts I'm still processing// Trying to not to let them in, im trying to protest them// I'm trying to better myself , in me I now investing// I quit my job cause they were c*nt and now doing management// But when I do, the stress was high, I struggled to just handle it// If you no me, I battle on, so I never had a plan to quit// People choose to run away, im the one who ran to it// But I'm nervous everyday, but emotions I just battle through// I do a brief to a 100 people, and hope that they don't rattle you// The nerves I have can make me shake, but won't let these nerves capture you// But I'm still me so can fall, but its fine when people are catching you// [Verse 2: Hanstead] All the time I still get stressed; I f**ed me up with all my debt// I'm trying to pay it everyday, I feel I need a full reset// Its drag me down everyday, but I pretend I'm cool with it// It k**s my wages so I am broke, how I can I pay all of it?// I struggle with my bills and on top of it I drink to much// So taking all my money and about my health I think to much// So thoughts are going through my head, think about the things I love// I need some help, but can not ask as the words they sting to much// I'm trying to please everyone, but feel like nothing good enough// Maybe I should just please me, cause feel like I have took enough// All the sh** and all the blame, I still feel im the hated kid// And everyone just f**s me off, I'm not sure if I make it this// I feel I am a good guy and all these people take the piss// Cause they are looking down on me, like they don't take a sh**// And it don't stink, stupid pricks, I slap them to they break to bits// I said someday I'll be better than you and now I am so save your sh**//