Halsey - You asked for this lyrics

[Verse 1] I don't know what you want from me Well, I'm somewhere [?] I'm tied up like these Levi's jeans, [?] wasted on the dumbest scene Now what the fu*k does all this means? I'm still somebody's daughter, see I still don't look you like [?] on me My tears are falling flawlessly now [Chorus] Go on and be a big girl You asked for this now Go on and be a big girl Or everybody's gonna drown you out Go on and be a big girl You asked for this now You better show 'em why you talk so loud [Verse 2] You wished upon a falling star Ain't nothing left behind me, I'm long gone Girl, I've been rеading crystal glasses Picket fencеs, flying taxes Who the hell is in your bed? You gotta kiss goodnight and give some head And then next the morning comes instead Always [?] the life out of your head now [Chorus] Go on and be a big girl You asked for this now Go on and be a big girl Or everybody's gonna drown you out Go on and be a big girl You asked for this now You better show 'em why you talk so loud Go on and be a big girl You asked for this now Go on and be a big girl Or everybody's gonna drown you out Go on and be a big girl You asked for this now You better show 'em why you talk so loud [Outro] I want my cake on a silver plater I wanna fist full in my hands I want a beautiful boys [?] after I wanna ruin all my plans I want a fist around my [?] I wanna cry so hard, I choke I want everything I ask for Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah Ah-ah, ah Ah-ah, ah-ah Ah-ah, ah, ah-ah Ah-ah, ah, ah