Habibi - Habibi Cry lyrics

[Verse 1] Chilling like a villain I'm just looking for my Bonnie Doing sh** alone that I'd rather do with somebody And now I'm feeling alone, but I can't let it get to me Thinking of somebody who's thinking of everybody but me This could be the most honest I've ever been I'm usually cautious about letting people come in She said "Mustafa, I wanna know the real you f** the surface talking you gotta show me the inner you" The other night she was saying we need rules now We just friends now, what do I say now? But I don't get it, the other night I was kissing you And now you telling me we can't even just hold hands now I am such a gentlemen, look at the way I treated you Always holding the door, you say you didn't have too Maybe it's because I was raised by a couple Who told me to keep loving even when you don't need to [Verse 2] I feel like communication is breaking We texting like once a month and our conversations so blatant Funny how you live only a mile away I saw your mom she was shopping at Schnucks the other day Still think I can't rap now? You gotta be kidding me, You gotta be f**ing with me, You gotta be joking Can't you see the way that I'm flowing over this song? These n***as are getting nervous, the sh** I spit is provoking I miss all of my family overseas I miss all the dry summers, the warm winters The way I would see life when I was only a kid Used to count stars, now we only count money instead And I hate it. I feel guilty But why do I? Why do I? I don't know, really I don't know At least I gaive a bit to charity, that's her stripper name Double Entendre, how n***a? I'm the man n***a I got bars n***a Sometimes I feel like I'm Gods gift to rap n***a J.Cole flow, that's my ego n***a To be honest, I love the feeling it makes When hearing somebody telling me I remind them of Drake And to be honest, I have alot of fears But I'd rather keep it all in my heart now Yeah, I know it's written, I can't miss it, I won't run Yeah, so I just wanna say now Whenever you hear this voice I just want you remember all the good that it did now