Gutter Sirens - The Toy Soldier lyrics

First time when I opened myself to The criticism of many hearts I was guided by a goal To light up every bar In gloomy days when sometimes it was raining Although I cried I was ready To show you again how beautiful is that world Tell me sincerely if the toy soldier Although he was deadly afraid deep in his soul Was a hero or maybe a marionette Whom he shot and what was his true goal Tell me sincerely if the toy soldier Although he has hesitant thoughts is deep in heart Was a hero or maybe a marionette Whom he shot and who he was afraid of The next target, one more ordinary shot Although I point a gun and I don't aim Why it is really so hard to hit An ordinary man.