Gutted - Purify By Suicide lyrics

I'm so cold and empty, growing in me a non-existent life I can't take this anymore - I'll k** myself today Jesus has possessed me 10 years ago Don't let me free I'm trying to get rid of him But stronger that me Encircled me Torture me The destiny Power of the cross I've never felt-holy bible Don't exist How could I reach the end There is no answer with crucifix in my hand He took my life away His history enchain me defiled and put me in... cut me to pieces I' will k** myself and he will die too I'm going insane Getting weaker Kneeling in my room From the first cut to the last drop of blood Pain I'm enjoying the tortured moan of agony Collapsing My heart is barely pumping I can get all I want to be Dead Alone Free... My arms are bleeding Eyes are turning to empty sockets As I leave my body behind I'm out of my own body Dead white-face starting at me I know that was me grabbing The knife-end is near on my chest Engraving Bloody words are flowing Speardind my arms Reading Jesus is dead Screaming!!!