Gun Barrel - Turn To Black lyrics

Today I'm here But gone tomorrow That is my way I've paid my dues Lived my whole life Without no sorrow My own creation's what I choose Will you forget me when I'm gone Forget my deeds, my face, my name I don't mind, don't give a damn, no For me it always stays the same So many times I tried to settle down Wastin' my time I've been a jerk So many times I've tried to turn around Now I realize That ain't how it works Sometimes I dream hard For a brand new start Live my life in a different way I watch the years go by Don't want my life Turn another shade of grey I am lookin' for a wonder Always lookin' for a sign I gotta add, I still ain't found none Sometimes truth is hard to find When you ask me What I am, how I am Lost in my thoughts deep inside You want an answer You wouldn't understand What can I say That's just my life Sometimes I dream hard For a brand new start Live my life in a different way I watch the years go by Don't want my life Turn another shade of grey The choices I made, I create A dead end street No turning back If I'd try to change or rearrange Then my sun would turn to black