Gulag - Lights Go Up lyrics

I am old but I want to do it again But like the end of a book when there's no pages left You can only look back at the time that you spent Not the life that you wanted but the life that you led I've seen it all but I don't know what's next Ours wasn't a love for an audience The pictures we take don't resolve, they only reflect Feelin' like I've been here before Stood on this stage, walked through the door There are still so many things that I'll never know After the lights go up and the curtains close I've seen it all but I don't know what's next Ours wasn't a love for an audience The pictures we take don't resolve, they only reflect I'm still in love with you, after all this time The best days of my life were when you were mine (?) be the branches that I used to climb through my life Sometimes life is so empty, sometimes life is so cold I wanted to grow with you but I put it on hold But I'll see you again when the story gets retold And I've been here before, I've been here before And I've been here before, I've been here before Cast a seed to the sky as my valediction That you could be the vine to grow the truth from the fiction Empty the theater, rush the door Start livin' the life you never could before It's morning again at the factory Someone will meet me there, rip me out of my dream Warm my blood before I say goodbye A new sun in the sky and love will never die