Guillotine - Sapphire lyrics

Hold on tight Baby never let go Sapphire eyes In the moonlight glow Because in my mind You're laying next to me In my bed No matter how far I seem to reach, you're never there And I still dream like I'm a child And I'm so terrified of you But nothing's changed I'm still so far away, letting go should be easy But still I ache Loosely based on fiction, crawling up the walls Smashing in the windows, tearing me apart Reborn every evening, dead again by dawn I pick the feathers from your hair, how far did you fall? But If I can't not love you, and it's not my fault. I'm still running in circles, just can't seem to stop And this has manifested, into something real It's inside of me, it's inside of me Take me back to Kissemme, where 23 was just a dream I'll keep your love in a bottle like I do your scent, I'm still finding strands of hair at the foot of my bed Everything you said like riddles entwined, in my head it don't mean the same no matter how I try It's a slippery slope you'll see, so meet me at the bottom, meet me at the bottom