Guccihighwaters - catch - 22 lyrics

I'm tryna find the beauty in life I can't see And when I go to sleep all my dreams haunt me And when I see you I try to reach out and touch you Then I wake up and my heart beat rushing You ain't helping to heal the pain Throwing gas on a fire you're fueling me You ain't helping me feel okay You're only there when feel like you have to be And she said I Live life on a tightrope If I fall off I don't think that you would care though She said I Live life on a tightrope When I get scared I just walk with my eyes closed Don't mean to be this way I wish I could just feel brand new Sometimes I like to feel blue My life a catch 22 Two Two Two Two Two My life a catch-22 Two Two Two Two Two My life a catch-22 Caught between a dark and a bright place Wanna feel anything I'm speeding down the highway Caught between comfort and loneliness If you love me why don't u ever show me it? You say that too damn much I been too stressed yeah Perfectionist but nothings Ever perfect tough luck Now I talk too much Used to not talk enough I just been regretting it I shoulda shut up Why you want me to fade away? Throwing gas on a fire you're fueling me You're helping me feel insane You're only there when feel like you have to be And she said I Live life on a tightrope If I fall off I don't think that you would care though She said I Live life on a tightrope When I get scared I just walk with my eyes closed Don't mean to be this way I wish I could just feel brand new Sometimes I like to feel blue My life a catch 22 Two Two Two Two Two My life a catch-22 Two Two Two Two Two My life a catch-22