Ground Tracer - Deadwife lyrics

This is it I was sleeping in Losing myself in the silence I watched myself sleep Next to my dead wife A buried wasted of life A buried waste of life Lets cheers to three years The constant struggle of walking on a bed of nails I never felt like I could sleep in my old home The bitter hollow shell That housed your gla** bones Haunts my dreams with lust and regret They tell me to forgive and forget But instead I'd rather give myself a pity party and mourn the loss of all the time spent and love lost. So tonight i'll be your heartbroken host I've invited my closest friends of apparitions and ghosts. They sit in the corners and silence Paralyzed and in pain I was immobile Indefinite struggles of a has been Love had and run its course and left me stranded Pissed off to say the least I constantly think of the instant remorse that I had for us Now I guess i'll accept that I feel dead Last night I watched myself sleep Next to my dead wife Her ghost still haunts my dreams A buried waste of life A buried waste of life A buried waste of life I won't sleep at night No I won't sleep I won't eat or breath as long as you can see the light No I won't stop until your gone A memory of this wasted time Do you remember what you said to me Do you remember You said tell me that you love me You said I want to feel You said I want to feel like nothing could come between us That you meant everything to me Well Last night I watched myself sleep Next to my dead wife Her ghost still haunts my dreams A buried waste of life A buried waste of life