Groenland - Retreat lyrics

Again, I'm thinking too far ahead But I don't know what comes and goes I'm vain if I don't believe I can See this through, I'm short on fuel I lie thinking I could die Forgetting all about how We have come this far At night My mind is colour-blind It brushes the light off me I'm not sure what it means, yeah Did you already know what to do? Time holds on better to you I sleep to feel at home again I miss my love for everything Now I Start to think I might Give in to my near sight Fall back with the morning light I still Believe that this ain't real Until I can retreat Release and make my peace, yeah If I stop being this, can I still be me? If I go for an exit, will it lead me here? As I look forward to my grief I recognize my saviour in the face of failure I knew much more than all that noise